VOID

Dongsinne felt the Void
the emptiness getting even more empty
no light nor shadow
no gold nor silver
no sun nor moon 
no life nor death

even though for a while she wondered
if she was dead
a death within a death
adding another layer
deeper below

it was a simple yet very profound
nothingness
that needed no balance
no core no care
no attention no awareness

and she had nothing more to say
to feel, to be
she had nowhere to run
to go, to hide 

yet she felt like she belonged
meeting herself
exactly where she was

it was not sad nor joyful
she was not sorry nor regretful

she was not hiding
behind the curtains
in the theater of her life
there was no stage nor seats

was this week also a performance?
a lie within a lie? 

if it was, then let it be
there was no good nor bad
no better nor worse
there was no maybe nor clarity
no neutrality

she did know what it was
as it was NOT
and she clearly knew 
it was no ether nor God

there was no spaciousness
yet the landscape was infinite

my rage my fire my life
where did it all go?

all these compact and dense elements
go now

i used to deeply wish their death 
but was i missing them already?

she was witnessing it all pass by
the colours of the rainbow
she did not even know existed

and she was still there

still

still dong

with the right to feel it all 
to see it all
to be it all

all of it
and nothing
at all